Senior Year

I can't believe it! I'll be a senior, next year. I'll start really looking at colleges, start trying to choose what to major in.. and deal with this stupid trimester schedule.

I don't know. It's just kinda a shock. Just like I'll be seventeen two weeks from today, the Ides of March. So much has changed in the last year, and so much will change in the next year. I'm not so sure if I'm ready for all that, but I guess I don't have much choice. I'm sure everything happens for a reason, it's just kind of a shock. Of course, college will be the biggest change. I hate being away from my family for long periods of time. I'm scared of being alone, of not being accepted, of hating college life. I guess there's not much I'll be able to do about it anyway... so I guess I'll just... smile because it happened...