I'm tired of stress. I'm tired of walking on glass with my family, hoping I don't step too hard and get in trouble. I'm tired of thinking about finals. I'm tired of thinking what I should do instead of what I want to do... I'm not stupid, I can make good decisions most of the time. I'm tired of telling people that we should hang out more to be nice, without intention to do so. I'm tired of not talking to my best friend in the world as much as I used to.... I miss you Sarah! I'm tired of thinking about what I'm going to do after high school when I don't even know what I'm going to do tomorrow. I'm tired of guys and their games. I'm tired of having that butterfly feeling just to watch and feel it slowly fade away the longer you're with someone. I'm tired of classes that we learn nothing in, and I'm tired of trying to make sure I have straight A's so I can get into Vanderbilt. Get the point, yet? Heck, I'm tired of BEING tired!
What I'm not tired of though, is a list that greatly exceeds what I am tired of. I'm glad that I'm still in school, and able to go to school, for that matter. I'm glad that I'm getting a good education so that I can some day support my family and be a contribution to the world. I'm glad that I have my best friends Sarah, Briget, Jake, and Krystal for talking me through so many hard times in my life, or just telling me how it is. I'm thankful that God gave me the full ability to walk and function, whether it be a little painful sometimes or not. I'm thankful for all the love and support I get from my family, and I'm thankful I have my mom who would do anything for me. I'm thankful for so much, and sometimes I feel that I forget how much I really have... Not today. Today, I'm happy with what I have. :)
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